21/5/2006

Yay, a new layout. Finally one I don't have to be embarrassed about >.<
It's a lazy people layout, didn't take very long to make, but blah, it's good enough to upload.
I also got my green belt a few days ago ^.^ I'm a greenie now.
That's about everything that happened since my last update x.x
Ye gods, I have a boring life...

19/3/2006

Well here I am again ^^
Been quite a while since the last update, too.
But while going through my older entries, I saw quite a lot of typing errors and stuff, so I'll get back right after correcting those.
Ok, got tired of correcting those, but I hope it's a bit more readable now >.<
But now for some real updates, on 12/3 I won my first taekwondo sparring competition ^^. Ok, I only had to spar against one (Irish) girl, but nevertheless, I won ^^. Here's a vid of most of the competition. I'm the one in blue, hail me. You can see me actually win, 'cause my dad wasted all the memory on his camera on a problem with the score board. I'm happy I won, but me being up for sparring instead of technique was an accident, and I'm not gonna do it again very soon, 'cause, as you can see, I'm no good at it >.<
I also uploaded a winrarred file with my snapshots from the tattoo mv with the se7eny cuteness ^^. You can find it in the downloads section.
And I'm about to become a part-time, 33.33% orphan for the next 5 months, 'cause my Kdaddy's going on a little (...) trip in 2 days.I'll mind-wish you a good trip on -thinks- 4 am in my time, I think...
Yuk, exams also start 2 days from now...so yuk, and so blahed x.x 30/1/2006Wahey, it's me again...I should at least update this every now and then to let you know I'm still alive...not that I expect you to care though >.<
Nothing's really happening lately, so I'll have nothing to put in my update unless maybe some scientific-wannabe nonsense. And of course, you wouldn't be here if you didn't know me, and since you know me, you know you shouldn't come here unless you feel like some scientific-wannabe nonsense. So, because I like you so much, I present to you scientific-wannabe nonsense : 
And today our useless brainworkage will be wasted on...-special fred playing on the background...coincidence? I think not-...but, as I was saying, today we'll be wasting our time on ranting about the pointlessness of studying atoms...and great, now I have the hiccups too >.<
But to get back to the subject we didn't even start talking about yet, piling tons of information about atoms in our brain, like those evil teachers do, is completely pointless. Just think about it. When you're baking a cake, does knowing everything about the top layer make it a yummy cake? of course not, all layers must taste good, and none of them requires full knowledge, just what you need to know to understand the logic behind it...am I really talking about the logic behind cake now?! Forgive me, I am but a simple minded sock. But I'm being distracted again. My rant had nothing to do with cake, or the logic behind it...assuming there is one. No, I wanted to convince you of the pointlessness of obsessing with atoms. Look at your hands. What do you see? A whole object, but, as I'm sure you learned in biology class, that hand is made of of all kinds of cells. Then, as if biology wasn't bad enough, mister evil chemistry guy came along and started bothering you with how everything consists of atoms. And, you guessed it, this wasn't enough yet. Atoms are made up of electrons, protons and neutrons. For two years now they've been bugging me with that in school... Does it help me to understand it? no, au contraire, it's about as interesting as watching a race between the growage of the grass and the dryage of the paint. Which would equal a full jar of sleeping pills washed away with some warm milk. And then nthey haven't even started talking about quark, which scientists consider the base of neutrons and protons. So, why don't we study our behinds of the be able to say something scientific-ish sounding about those as well? Without wasting ages on it, without even reading a word about, with nothing but my common -cough- sense I can tell you that sooner or later you'll find out that that quark thingy isn't the smallest out there. There must be a difference between those quarks, as otherwise it would be impossible for the atoms to be different from each other. So, assuming the quarks aren't all identical, we can also conclude there must be something even smaller inside the quarks that is causing them to be different. And you can repeat this logic over and over again. Conclusion : we will never know the smallest building stone of...well, everything because there will always be something smaller...in theory, that is. But everything is math, and math is theory, right? Therefor, this theory must be reality...and if math isn't theory, school is wasting my life with bad grades for nothing, as then there would be scientific proof that knowing your theory isn't the most important thing, but understanding the reality is the best way to gain knowledge. Either way, I win...and either way, the masses won't listen anyway, and I'll be like Guru, the almighty cow with guns...but without the guns and the bovine look. (if you didn't understand that last part, just look up the lyrics to the song cows with guns) But I should conclude this rant now....this time it's not because of my lack of creativity, or my sleepyness...today it's just my lack of creativity >.<

**important message : you've got retarded wisedom! "When you put a sock on one foot, the other foot will envy the first one. Therefor, you must treat both feet equally and put the sock on your head."**

...Ye gods, I'm deep...

...I still feel like taking...or typing >.<
but what is there to rant...uhm, talk...about? Hhhm...what would Brain Boitano do? ...Ok, that was no help either.
Ugh, we got some stupid english dictionary CD thing at the start of this school year, and the ebil thing doesn't even work... cheap people >.<
This is becoming quite an entry, but all this nonsense I'm typing now is really spoiling it, isn't it? Maybe it's the urge to fail that's making me type all of this, to make sure this entry doesn't actually makes people it was worth reading...not that any of it was though.
I just finished reading a book only days ago, and I already forgot what it's about x.x and yet that I can't memorize all my theory for school is just 'cause I don't try...right. But I'm not gonna bother you with that rant, unless maybe when you're my Kdaddy, in which case I'd like to thank you for your patience while listening to my endless and self-repeative complains about school.
I am tired now, so I'll stop wasting your time...finally.
Nighty night ^^

23/1/2006

Been a while again since my last update, so here's a new entry ^^
I don't really have anything to say, so I'll just copy some blog test results I was just taking 'cause I have nothing better to do >.<

***The Keys to Your Heart***


You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/

16/1/2006

I gave up on the internet. It's just driving me crazy, even if I am lucky enough to start on something, it'll still freeze before I get a chance to save it. So now I'm stranded in this cruel world with no internet and no enternainment. What is a girl to do? Well, this girl is bored and crazy enough to make up her own reality >.<. However, that very same girl has no idea on how to do that, nor does she have a clue on how to do this with her terrible english skills...or non-skills...
Of course, I wouldn't be the non-baryonic one if I wouldn't let my reality be non-baryonic. So, you guessed it, my reality's non-baryonic. You're really good at this ^^. to this very day, not even the brightest among us can define non-baryonic life, so I'll just have to make up my own definition. In my little world, non-baryonic matter will be like a single cell, or a single quark. Now anybody with a bit of knowledge on sience will say that those are two completely different things, and though I fully agree, I must disagree with that statement. So, our little non-baryonic matter will be like any cell, a piece of quark or a marble spinning around in my grandfathers hat. 'Cause, you see, just like everything else, this matter needs characteristics. First of all, what should one piece of matter be named? I'm not very creative, so I'll just call it LOC, Lack Of Creativity. Next, we have to get the LOCs to interact with one another. In the real reality, atoms are like magnets..Sometimes they attract eachother, and sometimes they turn you down for a better looking atom. I may not be very creative, but I am most certainly more creative than whoever made up that theory. My LOCs sometimes attract, and sometimes don't do anything. The rhythm of this attracting and non-attracting makes every kind of LOC unique. Ans as in the early stage of our own evolution, this attraction will enable them to form more complex wholes, as if they were multi-celled organisms. However, the LOCs aren't alive, or so we'll assume. When we look around us, here on planet Earth, everything that we consider alive has one thing in common : it reproduces. So we'll just consider something alive the moment it starts reproducing itself. But we were actually talking about our attractive LOCs.The 'ability' to attract other LOCs at certain times will cause LOCs who attract at the same time to form a ...well, I have no idea what the correct word is... a uhm,collection of LOCs...duh, that sounded so stupid o.o. Anywayz, this will cause objects with a high density to form and dissolve at certain times. Of course, depending on how strong the attracting between different LOCs is, these densities will be different for different combinations.
...And now I'm stuck with my little reality, which seems to be doomed to fail, as I can't think of a way to put this picture in a bigger whole. It's almost like a microsoft product >.<.
On the other hand this is my own reality, it's a completely blank page, on which I can put anything I want. So I'll just deal with my problems one at a time. The first one to cross my mind is that of space : objects with a high density take up less space than those with a low density, yet it is easier to fit those with a low density in a space as they do not have a certain shape, and have a flexible volume. In general, space and the amount of LOCs would be infinite, but I strongly dislike things the human mind can't understand, so I must find an alternative to the whole neverending-theory. Maybe a balloon-system. The size of space increases and decreases along with the volume of its content. If this would work out, this would of course lead to our next problem : everything is maths. How will maths fit in here? ...Will it fit in at all? After all, I also dislike maths as it is too complicated for my little brain >.<. But, on the other hand, blocking out maths in this reality would also take away the key which allows our brain to get the logic behind it... I think. But, the get back to the space-problem...I still haven't figured out how to fix that. Again, I wish to be more creative than the general reality, so I think I found something...simular, yet very different from the world around us. *Crosses fingers* I hope this one will work.
My next attempt to create a space in which all this can take place, is this : A certain type of LOCs constantly attracts its own kind, that way creating a field, like a picture made up out of pixels, or a mosiac made up of tiny stones. However, these LOCs will not fill up the entire 3 dimensional space, they will be two expanding squares, crossing eachother. Unlike our dimensions, these squares are not imaginary lines, but actual matter, an object that is really there. Because the density of the LOCs can be so different, non-attracting LOCs can float through these squares thanks to their low density, where attracting LOCs will either get attached to a part of the square by LOCs from both sides attracting eachother, or they can because an object floating between dimensions.
I can't think of a next step right now, and I'm too tired to think about it, so I'll end the first part of my theory on my own reality here. Hope you enjoyed it, and whenever you're feeling bad about yourself, just think about how pathetic I must be to spend my time on something like this. Good night ^^.

7/1/2006 *dedicated to JJD ^^*

Wow, it's been a while since I last updated this, but now I have every reason to...I just got my xmas present from JJD. It's this uberly coolishness, prettyfulage pic ^^
I wuvv it soooo much *insert special group hug here* stay skeep, RoCk on, splie ahoy, fob out and korean on ^^. It's really the bestest pic I ever saw (eeps, running out of expression-of-prettyness words >.<) thank you, thank you, thank you ^^...it might not be a prettyness layout, but this blog-entry is dedicated to you, your great kindness, coolness and PSP skills never the less ^_^